college life

college life may be hetic or may nt~

i having my college life almost 3 week it make me feel finally

i have something cn do~

but at last it drive me crazy coz of somethings la

*dont feel like mention bout it~

finally may is going to and in those few day~

feel like time passing fast

n my 18th life comeing soon~

wat i cn do?

nth =..=

reali alot of thing happen trough me like have taboo by other

*choi touch wood

it obviously bring me alot frustration in the meanwhile i geting

stronger n courage to face everything!!!

i aware that im nt kid anymore i cnt annoy n feel fear to find somebody help

i must be confidence n independence~

n thk 4 the ppl we accompany me when i am down~

memories

refer through my olded post

i saw a funny post tat i posted~

quite stupid...

if no any mistake tat time i li form 4

n my bb deciding where he wan to study

finally he dicided to go kampar

*lastly he didnt go

sometime u cnt fantasy ur life

n u wont noe what will happen to u next...

in tat time i feel fear n nervous becoz bb will leave me alone

at kl

but nw im the one who leave he alone n study at kampar~

he didnt ignore me n feel happy....

it jz remind me

bb will accompany me everytimes n he will try to admiration me when i do a great job

tq bb so so so much~~~~~~

if i can....

if i cn i wish i can be like other do wat ever i wan~

if i can i wish my life cn be fantastic

if i cn i wish i cn live in japan becoz there cn buy alot ingredient

if i cn i wish i can be a confidence n courage

courage to speak out wat i wan n be who am i

if i can i wish i wont feel strange n embarrass or fear when i talking to someone

strange

if i cn i wish i cn stay with b togather....

i wont refuse watever god have given to me n i will appreciate meanwhile

i will strive to fullfill my dream....

oritation week & new frienz

jz fin my oritation week n we have alot of fun~

ok let pic talk for me ^^

my timetable

got 6 sub some more~

so gambateh in this sem

g4 n g3

money monkey n daidai

eating steamboat at pasar malam haha...


me n new frien(forgot wat name jor sry)

jing yi

owi

wen jie

g5 gf jun hao~

vincent n su yi

ken

monkey

ken n steven

all gf

su yi me n jing yi

me n linda

lek n me

g5 member

gambateh to all my frienz~

chao 1st

survive

how i gona survive 4 year in kampar~

i miss u n need u so much~

im scare n i dono wat im scaring...

maybe is hard 4 me

n jz feel like crying....

hard to say out wat i feel nw

but i cnt jz keep silent n everything put inside my heart~

i will get mad...

mayb im too free new day

n mayb college started i wont become like tat anymore....

i cnt tell u im crying

i noe u will angry

n i cnt do anything

realli i cnt control myself

7th/8th/9th may 2010

lazi to talk n lets pic talk to me Xp

drinking my mushroom soup jz nw

jz fin oritation n i have to go this whole week becoz is oritation week~

>.<

yesterday cleaning my room

brought this from sunway 1pair 130~

after tat me take our brunch at sake sushi~

after tat we watch the movie call ip man~

nice movie~

tried coz yesterday nt sleeping well~

becoz of the tilam

n the room is super hot

2moro need to wake up at 7am >.<>

n haveing talent time on this fri

shit hw i gona servive

god bless me

ok chao~

06-5-10

当你从中学门口踏出来的那一顺间,你已经在社会边缘了
很多中学能做的东西都渐渐离你而去
时间慢慢的在过也不等人
岁月慢慢的在流失，你会看到不同的人不同得事
面对的东西也会慢慢的多，
压力也慢慢的变大，
难听一点人间地狱之旅刚开始了
刚开始不久你就要被逼把你心里的童话故事抛开一旁
开始要学会成长,
学会面对,
学会勇敢，
学会坚强,
学会看透，
自保，
打拼，
努力，
爬起，
梦想，
节俭，
存钱，
成就，
舒缓，
自爱，
寻找，
选择，
付出，
孝顺，
抚养，
疼爱，
放下，
分担，
体谅，
培育，
享受，
慢慢的任何东西也不必在学了。
每个人都有不同的看法，
这就是我对生老病死的另一个看法...
当你成长到某个阶段你必须还要成长，然后你就要面对千千万万的问题，
当你选择了勇敢面对你就得学会坚强不然崩溃的是你自己因为人都有很丑陋的一面只是大部分的人都会藏的很好那时你就要学会看透。当你看透了一切你就要学会自保来保护自己跟饭碗，
你就要开始打拼开始努力因为如果想要活得比别人跟有意义的话你就必须这样
*人生只有一次为和不要做到最好呢？
当你失败的时候你就得学会爬起
*人生有很多时候谁不是跌跌撞撞的？
当你学会了爬起就是时候往你的梦想前进了。
如果你的梦想是成为一名有钱人或是环游世界要不然最普通的结婚生孩子
你就得开始节俭存钱
*要不然梦想如何实现呢？
到了一段时期成就就离你不远了。
有了成就你就会开始舒缓自己的压力也是时候开始学会自爱了
*自己都不会爱自己还奢望谁来爱你啊？
学会了自爱是时候学会寻找学会选择学会付出然后结婚生小孩
*成经何时有那么的一点人后悔自己做错的选择呢？
就在这段期间就得学会孝顺父母因为他们已到了不必在学任何东西的年龄了
然后你就要开始学会抚养学会疼爱妻儿这时候要开始放下男人的尊严如果是男生
开始学会分担，体谅老婆/老公
*由古自今有那对夫妇可以做到这种地步？
就在孩子们正在成长的时候我们就得开始负起也开始学习如何培育孩子们
当孩子们长大以到了该跟成长的地步的时候你可以开始学会享受
为何我会说就在这时候你不必在学任何一样东西呢?
因为该学会用的东西你已经学了和必重复呢？
在上面每两个字在人生中都一定用到的只是不是和我说的一模一样
因为你不懂明天你会怎样？会遇到什么？
或许你们会觉得如果做到这样太完美了没有人是十全十美的
对是没有，人生只有一次为何不要尝试一下？

bak ere

finally bak to my home...

tq for giveing me such a memories bb

of course all the frienz tat go for redang la

redang is such a gud place for relax...

nw let pic talk for me

me n my bb

all of them playing game

tengganu bas station

kiss kiss XD

melvin kim n my bb

(lazi dum )

the funny guy tat i ever met

king~

he make our days

u noe who is my model ?

melvin kim

so sayang this pic haha XP

anywhere i enjoy this trip even through i didnt go tour with my frienz be4

n this is the 1st time i go bleach...

need to pack my stuff ady gosh...

n mum cn u jz stop nag me

im tried (i mean mentally)

i need a deep deep breath...

lastly

p/s to my beloved hubby

b we have go through alot of thing...

n we haveing a lot of memories since we being togather

im glay to noe u when my world was gloomy,

u make my day to become colourful n full of happiness...

i noe take care of me is the hardest job tat u ever have

but u trying ur best to avoid me to get hurt,mood...

n when i come out some stupid ques u will reply me as well as u cn...

i dono hw u do this n u seem like super hero

in this trip i get to noe u more n more

n i get a lot of promise from u...

i love u my sweet heart~