recently me

talked to MR T n it make me feel better nw...

i feel like i have to change my mind n style....

every ppl will change

tat is true

weither is gud or bad....

u still have to...

n thank to u let me knew tat...

i still have u all :)

i noe is quite hard to change

a style or mind tat i having nw

but i will try my best...

coz i noe tat i have to love myself more tat others

think bout myself more tat others

ok stop this...

yeah i buy a new fon :)

se T715

everybody told me tat

i will regret of broughting this fon

but i didn

coz i like it so much

treat it as a baby

coz this is the 1st time using my own money to brought my fon :)

kinda like it

n yet i wan a puppy so much~

n my frien frien give her puppy to other

so my frien n i decided to take a pregent toy poodle

happy happy happy

i can have my own puppy

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

crazy-ing

n ya i think i have a right choice :)

n yes i wish tat u will treat her better tat me

tat is all i wan to tell u

thank for letting me love u

but it ady pasted

n yeah baby i love u so much ~

classical 你要的不是我

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

dono when i like this song so much :)

i think is from 3

我是不是很傻？

am i cute?

nth to do then take some pic

am i cute?

hahahahahaha

Xp

friend

kinda tried...

life is complicated....

being a human is such a difficult job for poeple like me

n u noe wat

my life are being harder n harder coz im offically 18th nw....

i have to start think wide.....

keep reminding myself dont being stupid....

i try n try

n the result always the same

u noe wat is hard to me

sry for im not a very good friend.....

last n for all

i use lyric to show out what i thinking nw....
last n for all tat u deserve....
i dono i can make it or not~
mayb i will miss u sometime but i wont tell it out any more coz
you are the one who broke my heart into pieces since tat i met u....

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影 他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

by muo wen wei他不爱我

为什么脆弱时候想你更多 如果你也听说 有没有想过我想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我 好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落 要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何 by 张惠妹 如果你也听说

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口 隐隐作痛 你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候

by SHE 说你爱我

閉上眼我就忘了恨你的理由 想起那些溫柔....
今晚你想念的是不是我 想到愛到最後的最後 想要和你再牽一次手 除非我背叛我的靈魂 除非我可以假裝快樂 除非你忍心放我一個人 難過 一無所有 我的天空

by-A-lin 今晚你想念的是不是我

sry NENG i noe will make u feel hurt but i ady choose too long

long until i feel like give up...

can say tat mayb i still love u

i dono wat my heart thinking nw

n i dono wat i wan nw

i miss my way....

n the dicision tat i make nw

i give up

wan to be single more longer even i noe i need someone to take k bout me...

i wanna try to take k myself more offen...

love myself more tat others

so this is the dicision tat i make nw

i dono mayb i will change my mind after few min

or regret

wat to do?

without a word by PARK SHIN HYE

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.

........

both of u PLS stop reading my blog~

when both of u read can jz dont let me noe....

= =

the last feeling

i will stop FB until i really can forgot u n he.....

but i will still uoloading my blog ~

dono when n why my blog my fb my life is all bout u

few week, i li noe u bout few week u ady change my whole life....

tear drop suddent

i should stop those....... not should is a must to do tat...

if not i hurting darn lot of ppls around me

im a sucker rite?

mayb

for u
telling the true i really not used to when u not with me

my heart broken again again n again....

i noe i have to move on,my mind told me tat my heart call me remain it....
kimmy rite

i shouldn think bout u,
shouldn noe more tat i cant accpt,
shouldn find u,

shouldn let u noe everythings....

a lot of shouldn

i have no reason to stay beside u
eventhough i keep finding...
stupid rite?

quite
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha

my mind jz keep reminding my heart

u are NOT MINE ANYMORE

but i dono y my heart cant accpt it....

no reason y...

for he....

almost 3 years i did the same things every morning msg u when im wake up

going bak KL coz of missing u

like to buy stuff to u

a lot n lot...

too lot of memories we have

telling the true i shouldn give up.....

i trying to give u n me a change but

u dont wan it

u said i sympathy u...
telling the true i didnt...

n i dono y this morning i not really used to it....

early in the morning i woke up i though everything bak to previously

but no

wat i have been go through

is really too lot

n i have being such a fool..........

and for her....

sry.... wat can i said is sry

i shouldn noe about who u like

n i feel like im a bitch....

i hurt u darn much

i cnt control myself

sry for didnt give u any change to tell he how much tat u love he

even i noe u li 7 month but i noe u....

really

after gone through those stuff

i noe two gurl tat willing to listen wat i said, try to help me

make my day sunny....

ya both of u

choo

pui pui

even noe both of u not tat longer
but i like both of u so much ~
hope im not the annoy one :)
love ya ❤

简单

好久没更新了
是时候把东西都写出来和人分享了
(并不是特地写给谁看只是想把自己想得东西都写出来 有缘的就看到 毕竟我不懂谁看过)
(虽然没什么人看)

真的不能再把事情想得那么简单了
我也懂我想法太天真
简简单单的那个人一定是我
如果有一天 你遇到一个很会耍心机的陈雯欣那一定不是我

一个人的时候 我发现我很爱放空 就算睡着了 脑都不停的在想
真的好辛苦哦
哭了一个晚上 眼睛肿得像被人打那样连化妆都不太瞒得过
到现在都还有点肿肿的(thank my frien tat willing to listen wat i said yesterday)
我和我的x都快逼疯自己了
心真的很痛 也很想他
我竟然找理由去他家为了看他
我知道自己很不该 真的 可是....
我控制不了自己
看到他 就会想放弃之前自己做的决定
我做对了 还是不?
一开始我是不是不应该?

如果我没有遇见你 我会是最幸福的那个
偏偏我就认识了你 竟然还可以到无法自拔的地步
可以说我的心真的被你偷走了
或许我可以放得下 或许不
可是我也的得给机会自己 从新在爱上那个他
到这里我只能说 一切看缘分吧!

你那么爱他

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久...

i noe....

你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
this is the song tat u always sang...
did u noe tat this song is not singing bout me is u.....
did u noe tat ?

feeling

wat feeling is tat?

heart feel sour

痛

麻麻

as my friend said tat is the feel when ur heart broken~

am i heart broke?

dono mayb :)

this feel doesnt make any change for me to loving u~

ya i love u

tat is all i can say now

hope u enjoy ur life ~

不习惯

成熟不是心变老，而是，当眼泪在眼睛里打转时却还保持微笑

不习惯

或许对你我都好

好冷的天气风吹得我冷冷的

可是某处比身体还要冷

冷的眼泪快要落下...

这真的是我要的吗？

♥

caro wont cry anymore

this is the last time i did it for u

i noe u will told me

i sense it...

am i a good senser?

i hope im not

i started smoke again

haha like previous me ~

今天的天气阴阴的

就像我的心情

我在你说出口之前我选择了放手

知道听了不会好受

答应自己要好好的

可是抱歉我做不到

我觉得我可以

真的可以习惯一个人生活

我放弃了全部

不代表我没有彩虹....

一 分 钟 认 识 一 个 人 ; 一 个 小 时 喜 欢 一 个 人 ; 一 天 时 间 爱 上 一 个 人 ; 但 是 却 要 用 一 辈 已 子 去 忘 记 一 个 人 ♥

150 post

lol! my blog reach 150 post

is that all bout me~

nop i dont think so...

dono what wrong with me recently

really dono

suffering

can anyone stop those shit people n stuff out of my life...im tried...

really

i feel like end everything like this...

i wanna give up everything tat i have now....

even my LIFE

dono what happen to me

suddently tear drop on my lappie when i started up my com...

maybe my eye wanna told me

"caro stop everythings. u cnt hander it anymore,

that is not urs... jz leave it n go...."

i dono y things are get worse n worse when i came kampar

bad things come forward to me one by one

oh god can i noe y?

are you angry me did so many bad things

or u jz kidding to me?

last n for all

i feel like im DIRTY enough

wat can i say is caro is not a gud n clear gurl

she dono how to cherish herself

n love herself....