recently me

talked to MR T n it make me feel better nw...

i feel like i have to change my mind n style....

every ppl will change

tat is true

weither is gud or bad....

u still have to...

n thank to u let me knew tat...

i still have u all :)

i noe is quite hard to change

a style or mind tat i having nw

but i will try my best...

coz i noe tat i have to love myself more tat others

think bout myself more tat others

ok stop this...

yeah i buy a new fon :)

se T715

everybody told me tat

i will regret of broughting this fon

but i didn

coz i like it so much

treat it as a baby

coz this is the 1st time using my own money to brought my fon :)

kinda like it

n yet i wan a puppy so much~

n my frien frien give her puppy to other

so my frien n i decided to take a pregent toy poodle

happy happy happy

i can have my own puppy

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

crazy-ing

n ya i think i have a right choice :)

n yes i wish tat u will treat her better tat me

tat is all i wan to tell u

thank for letting me love u

but it ady pasted

n yeah baby i love u so much ~

classical 你要的不是我

怎么能忘 时间多长
你快乐吗 想代替你回答
你知道吗 走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂 沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

dono when i like this song so much :)

i think is from 3

我是不是很傻？

am i cute?

nth to do then take some pic

am i cute?

hahahahahaha

Xp

friend

kinda tried...

life is complicated....

being a human is such a difficult job for poeple like me

n u noe wat

my life are being harder n harder coz im offically 18th nw....

i have to start think wide.....

keep reminding myself dont being stupid....

i try n try

n the result always the same

u noe wat is hard to me

sry for im not a very good friend.....

last n for all

i use lyric to show out what i thinking nw....
last n for all tat u deserve....
i dono i can make it or not~
mayb i will miss u sometime but i wont tell it out any more coz
you are the one who broke my heart into pieces since tat i met u....

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影 他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

by muo wen wei他不爱我

为什么脆弱时候想你更多 如果你也听说 有没有想过我想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我 好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落 要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何 by 张惠妹 如果你也听说

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口 隐隐作痛 你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候

by SHE 说你爱我

閉上眼我就忘了恨你的理由 想起那些溫柔....
今晚你想念的是不是我 想到愛到最後的最後 想要和你再牽一次手 除非我背叛我的靈魂 除非我可以假裝快樂 除非你忍心放我一個人 難過 一無所有 我的天空

by-A-lin 今晚你想念的是不是我

sry NENG i noe will make u feel hurt but i ady choose too long

long until i feel like give up...

can say tat mayb i still love u

i dono wat my heart thinking nw

n i dono wat i wan nw

i miss my way....

n the dicision tat i make nw

i give up

wan to be single more longer even i noe i need someone to take k bout me...

i wanna try to take k myself more offen...

love myself more tat others

so this is the dicision tat i make nw

i dono mayb i will change my mind after few min

or regret

wat to do?

without a word by PARK SHIN HYE

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.

........

both of u PLS stop reading my blog~

when both of u read can jz dont let me noe....

= =

the last feeling

i will stop FB until i really can forgot u n he.....

but i will still uoloading my blog ~

dono when n why my blog my fb my life is all bout u

few week, i li noe u bout few week u ady change my whole life....

tear drop suddent

i should stop those....... not should is a must to do tat...

if not i hurting darn lot of ppls around me

im a sucker rite?

mayb

for u
telling the true i really not used to when u not with me

my heart broken again again n again....

i noe i have to move on,my mind told me tat my heart call me remain it....
kimmy rite

i shouldn think bout u,
shouldn noe more tat i cant accpt,
shouldn find u,

shouldn let u noe everythings....

a lot of shouldn

i have no reason to stay beside u
eventhough i keep finding...
stupid rite?

quite
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha

my mind jz keep reminding my heart

u are NOT MINE ANYMORE

but i dono y my heart cant accpt it....

no reason y...

for he....

almost 3 years i did the same things every morning msg u when im wake up

going bak KL coz of missing u

like to buy stuff to u

a lot n lot...

too lot of memories we have

telling the true i shouldn give up.....

i trying to give u n me a change but

u dont wan it

u said i sympathy u...
telling the true i didnt...

n i dono y this morning i not really used to it....

early in the morning i woke up i though everything bak to previously

but no

wat i have been go through

is really too lot

n i have being such a fool..........

and for her....

sry.... wat can i said is sry

i shouldn noe about who u like

n i feel like im a bitch....

i hurt u darn much

i cnt control myself

sry for didnt give u any change to tell he how much tat u love he

even i noe u li 7 month but i noe u....

really

after gone through those stuff

i noe two gurl tat willing to listen wat i said, try to help me

make my day sunny....

ya both of u

choo

pui pui

even noe both of u not tat longer
but i like both of u so much ~
hope im not the annoy one :)
love ya ❤

简单

好久没更新了
是时候把东西都写出来和人分享了
(并不是特地写给谁看只是想把自己想得东西都写出来 有缘的就看到 毕竟我不懂谁看过)
(虽然没什么人看)

真的不能再把事情想得那么简单了
我也懂我想法太天真
简简单单的那个人一定是我
如果有一天 你遇到一个很会耍心机的陈雯欣那一定不是我

一个人的时候 我发现我很爱放空 就算睡着了 脑都不停的在想
真的好辛苦哦
哭了一个晚上 眼睛肿得像被人打那样连化妆都不太瞒得过
到现在都还有点肿肿的(thank my frien tat willing to listen wat i said yesterday)
我和我的x都快逼疯自己了
心真的很痛 也很想他
我竟然找理由去他家为了看他
我知道自己很不该 真的 可是....
我控制不了自己
看到他 就会想放弃之前自己做的决定
我做对了 还是不?
一开始我是不是不应该?

如果我没有遇见你 我会是最幸福的那个
偏偏我就认识了你 竟然还可以到无法自拔的地步
可以说我的心真的被你偷走了
或许我可以放得下 或许不
可是我也的得给机会自己 从新在爱上那个他
到这里我只能说 一切看缘分吧!

你那么爱他

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久...

i noe....

你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
this is the song tat u always sang...
did u noe tat this song is not singing bout me is u.....
did u noe tat ?

feeling

wat feeling is tat?

heart feel sour

痛

麻麻

as my friend said tat is the feel when ur heart broken~

am i heart broke?

dono mayb :)

this feel doesnt make any change for me to loving u~

ya i love u

tat is all i can say now

hope u enjoy ur life ~

不习惯

成熟不是心变老，而是，当眼泪在眼睛里打转时却还保持微笑

不习惯

或许对你我都好

好冷的天气风吹得我冷冷的

可是某处比身体还要冷

冷的眼泪快要落下...

这真的是我要的吗？

♥

caro wont cry anymore

this is the last time i did it for u

i noe u will told me

i sense it...

am i a good senser?

i hope im not

i started smoke again

haha like previous me ~

今天的天气阴阴的

就像我的心情

我在你说出口之前我选择了放手

知道听了不会好受

答应自己要好好的

可是抱歉我做不到

我觉得我可以

真的可以习惯一个人生活

我放弃了全部

不代表我没有彩虹....

一 分 钟 认 识 一 个 人 ; 一 个 小 时 喜 欢 一 个 人 ; 一 天 时 间 爱 上 一 个 人 ; 但 是 却 要 用 一 辈 已 子 去 忘 记 一 个 人 ♥

150 post

lol! my blog reach 150 post

is that all bout me~

nop i dont think so...

dono what wrong with me recently

really dono

suffering

can anyone stop those shit people n stuff out of my life...im tried...

really

i feel like end everything like this...

i wanna give up everything tat i have now....

even my LIFE

dono what happen to me

suddently tear drop on my lappie when i started up my com...

maybe my eye wanna told me

"caro stop everythings. u cnt hander it anymore,

that is not urs... jz leave it n go...."

i dono y things are get worse n worse when i came kampar

bad things come forward to me one by one

oh god can i noe y?

are you angry me did so many bad things

or u jz kidding to me?

last n for all

i feel like im DIRTY enough

wat can i say is caro is not a gud n clear gurl

she dono how to cherish herself

n love herself....

bak bak bak

i'm bak~
boring saturday = =
watching darn lot of couple hug or kissing in front me
make me feel jealous darn much = =
dono y~
mayb i feel inane jz wan someone acc~
hahahahahahahhahahaha~
kinda crazy now
when i review bak wat i had done in this 18 years
i feel like i kinda crazy n bitchy....
ya mayb im~
i done alot of things tat make me regret~
do anyone really noe my pass?
i dont think so ~
no one
what is forever?
izzit any couple will till forever ?
ya mayb will mayb wont
i can tell you that 100% mayb 1 or 2% will
__________________________________________
anyone wan to share some love with me?
or anyone wan to give his love to me?

crazy ~~~~

for the one tat i love b4

well mayb this is the last chapter between u n me

ya is u

LEE HAU NENG n ME

1st i will like to thank u for giving me such a gud memory

between u n me

ya u pamper me alot no one ever pamper me like this

acp u~

thank for giving me all ur love to me

although im not the best one

thank for trust me for almost 3 year

although our relationship end becoz of me...

i jz wan to tell u tat

曾经我狠狠的爱过

曾经我无条件为你付出过

曾经为你不开心而哭过

曾经为你做很傻的事

曾经....

很多的曾经

your love n care toward me

didnt turn into the reason y i cnt love someone else~

is jz i not dare to do tat

not dare

ya true

i like he

u noe who is he

n last wat i wan to say is

sry,sry for hurting u

hurt u darn much

at last,

can we be friend?

最后一次为你流泪

只能为你祝福

希望你幸福

一定要比我幸福

告诉自己不在为别人流泪

在多的泪也只会淹没自己的世界

对我而言或许我对你还有爱

love

love is kinda sweet

dono y
i miss someone so much now :)

seeing his pic n i feel like omg i wan walk there n hug he n kiss he so much~

is tat love?

dono mayb

but missing someone is quite suffering ♥

eat pray love

i love this movie so much :)

kinda meaningful

is about a women tat face divorce problem

n losting her direction~

tat all for 2days

going class soon

my dark circle getting worse n worse

arrrrrr

have to sleep earlier ady :(

ok chao ~

感情真的不能勉强

不是我在乎

或许我真的在乎

可是你懂吗?

实质上我什么都不是

感觉上我什么都是

感觉就是那么奇怪

昨天明明很想爱,不再怕受伤害

今天也是很想爱,可是在怎么想都害怕受伤害

每个人都认定我和你

可是我和你什么都不是

或许这样真的会比较好吧!

祝贺我单身12天

i love myself so much now hahaha~

too free nth to do so upload my blog again

this time i use my webcam to take pic quality not so gud but ok la can see

paiseh la

haha abit like so po nw

coz of my hair = =

i cut wrong ady

haiizzzzz

but nvm look cute too :)

ok tat all bout me

new post

sry for letting my blog dead-ing
im bak :)
recently too lot of things happen on me MY LIFE STARTED GLOOMY...
i dono y those things will happen on me
it jz like something tat wont happen to me
but i really happen
ya is true
i broke up with my boi for almost 2 week
i noe im the one who hurt he so bad
i dono wat i wan now
but sry i no heart to hurt u~

to all my frien
thank for ur concern
im ok rite now~
哭也哭够了,虽然还是内疚 可是我真的不懂应该怎样换回
你内心的痛....

song from jay chou~
我只能永遠讀著對白, 讀著我給你的傷害, 我原諒不了我, 就請你當作我已不在

我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口···我知道你的痛是我給的承諾。

如果我遇見你是一場悲劇，我想我這輩子注定一個人演戲

終於看開愛回不來，我們面前太多阻礙

想笑來偽裝掉下的眼淚，點點頭承認自己會怕黑

從前從前有個人愛你很久，但偏偏風漸漸把距離吹得好遠

轉身離開，分手說不出來，你有話說不出來，海鳥跟魚相愛，只是一場意外

sry for no pic ya fon let me crashed
waiting to buy a new fon :)
T715 dont run away from me~

stupid

i think i get wat u mean

i really get it

i wont do this anymore never ever

passed....

一切都回不了从前 就算有多思念 也只能用回忆充当从前

心情真的不能再糟糕下去了

不能

bloody hell

dont let me noe is u

u are fucking dog n jz fucking keep ur mouth off....

n once more time i will let u die

if u dare to do once more time

31 oct 2010

last day of this month

wat can i say

alot of thing happened

it happen so suddent

suddent meet alot of new frienz

suddent kena boikot from my class

suddent noe my class punya atitude

suddent miss someone so much

(haha u noe who are u)

alot alot of suddent

...........

n kinda tried of facing everythings by myself

wat to do?

dono but im happy to knew u all

really....

n to all my ex classmate

tq for letting me noe

frien

u cnt trust at all....

只怪自己给自己太多机会...

让自己疲累

blog

recently readed my old blog

found tat my world li have u my boi~

quite funny lo~

n i found 2 post tat really useful n meaningfull

1st

当你孤单一个人的时候，
你最想要什么？
你会想要谁的陪伴？
不要忽略的身边的人~
记得每个人都会有虚弱的时候，
并不是每个人都是你想象的那么坚强...

2nd
一个人的生命里
擦肩而过的人有千千万万
有几个是知音
有几个是深爱自己的人
爱情再坚固
也无法承受忙碌的侵蚀
你忙得天荒地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得身心疲惫
你忙得无所适从
但是
爱情不能等你有空才珍惜

is that meaningful~

ya it is~

你不该当我是新娘、这段路真的去不了教堂....

sry baby~

这就是所谓的 love

当一个女生爱着一个男生的时候，

他满脑子都只会想着男生，

只为男生想

就算出街 读书 做自己喜欢的东西都会想

可是男生永远都认为这样的女生很烦....

最后分手下场...

往往这样的女生伤的最深...

世界上有两种人

一，重色轻友

这样的人认为朋友没有了可以再找女朋友没有了就再也找不回一个你爱的

二，重友轻色

这样的人认为就算女朋友分手了还可以找回朋友没有了很难找回

大部分的人都是为情所困

男或女友爱朋友比爱你多

或

男或女朋友太粘你了觉得他好烦

这就是所谓的爱情...

my feeling

sry for letting my blog dead-ing

kinda bz nowadays

bz of assignment,bz of cooking and so on.....

n how lucky am i = =

getting sick on saturdays

n cant acc my bb go watch movie...

i dono what wrong bewteen us...

but i wish tat i was over concerned.....

i hope i wish....

going to penang soon

hope i will enjoy it....

will upload soon~

kitchen time :)

let pic talk for me :)

the mushroom tat i cut weeeee :)

potato tuna salad :)

tat is all fro my pratical ~

2day learn dancing from miss Julie
ok la

but nt feel really happy 2day~

but ok la

i noe what i should do now :)

our love~

thank to bb agree wat i told u 2day~

yes b i telling the true if 2012 the world didnt end

n we are still here n 2gether i will wish to engage with u

my dear sweetheart ♥

P/s b dono y maybe somedays really got somethings happen between use

n we could not be 2gether anymore pls recover urself n find someone tat love u more tat me

pamper u more tat me....

take k urself very well k?

i really wish tat day we could be 2gether coz it meaningful to me :)

i swear all those word came out from my heart

n use my broken eng to write this out haha~

paiseh

from Caro Tan Woon Sin xoxoxoxo ♥

ipoh trip :)

those are wat i brought at ipoh perade :)

* sry dono how to spell paiseh~

n i spend rm150 ~= =

broken soon~

hair band rm3.90 ear ring 3

for hair one rm15.90

tie for my bb rm39.90

*though wan to give supprise u de but

hehe tell it out :)

my dress for my penang trip rm29

have to wear gaon n dance

but i brought a semi dress~

clip for note rm2.80

dono call wat rm3.90

hehe~

thank to pei li,wen jie n bi xin :)

have a nice trip

chao~

习惯

突然好像写华文
所以就写了这片文章
或许我在任何人心中都不是什么大角色
有没有我也没什么大不了~
学会了沉默习惯了孤单
慢慢的在习惯了无言面对一切，
而我们的距离就越来越远...

pic :D

my darling draw it for me :)

i like it so much~

he spended one hour to finished it for me
touch T.T

ok tat all for 2day chao~

god bless us

10 question

1. who is the most important people in ur life?

1st my dad

2nd my bb

2. Izzit ur mum n other not important to u?

nop them are still important to me

but not as much as the 2 man (:

3.Y ur dad n bb important to u?

because them love me more tat other n pamper me the most XD

4. Tell me a story bout ur dad tat make u feel wan to cry?

armmm.... it happend on this morning~

i dono how to said it but he really great to me

he jz tried to stay longers as he can with me although im sleeping

gave wat ever he can to me~

5. So now tell me a story bout ur bb tat make u feel wan to cry?

hahahahhahahahaha~

he always make me smile

but sometime i cry infront him

he will hug me n said

"sapo ku shen meh? bu yao ku liao sayang k?"

telling the true it make me feel more like crying coz nobody pamper me like he

eventhough my ex~

6. What is the best moment wit ur dad?

watching movie together

n when he telling story in the drug situation Xp

7. so with ur bb?

when we fight :)

8. Y ur best moment with ur bb is fight?

funny lo n he is cute when he fighting with me

of couse not agruing la ~

9. what is the most expansive thing tat ur dad n bb spend for u?

dad oh! paying my 1st sem fees i noe is hard for he but he make it :)

bb oh i think my birthday present gua ?

*izzit true?

but he spend damn lot of $$ for me coz he foster me :)

10. wat u wan to say the most to dad n bb?

dad

i love u so so so so so much

i noe i didnt tell u be4 but thank

u getting thiner n thiner coz u have to raise us~

sry for always make trouble

thank gud k ya :)

bb

the 1st things tat i wan to tell u is sry

sry for always wan u to make me happy

sry for my sarcastic

sry for always wan you to take k of me

sry for my egoistic

sry for a lot a lot thing

sry....

i noe maybe im jz a burden...

but i will try my best not be (:

love u so much ~

drama time

ok im too boring those days so keep spaming movie n drama~

finally.... oh god found some drama which is nice n wont be to boring (:

1st wan will be THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

nice movie

but story line abit bored~

so my rate for this drama is

7/10

2nd drama is DROP DEAD DIVA

i love it so so so so so so much

so my rate for this movie is

8/10

okie talk bout my life!

1st week we have to start darn lot of lesson = =

*dono y some ppl feel kinda free for not going at 1st week

if i didnt go for the 1st week i will die

coz of nutrition, japanese n food ingredent

some of us even started to do revision bout nutrition

kinda stress huh~

ya damn stress wat to do? T.T

ok tat all for 2days

chao~

jz feel lonely

jz feel like post out my feel tat all

i dono wth going on with me but i jz feel sad n lonely.....

n i dono who i going to talk to....

suddently miss fibie n mei yian so much even though somethings happen to us

n maybe we cnt be best frien like be4~

no matter wat happen them will stay beside me

n listen to me

i jz wan someone who listen to me n stay beside me

tat all i wan.....

i hate lonely n i hate sad

caro u must be strong enuf

if not how u going to live entire life?

:)

dono y feel moody 2day

nth to do at kampar exp watching movie with com

dono when n why i started to relay on my com

maybe my life is bored :)

haha

anywhere result came out i get all B

saw some of my classmates happy with their result

sme even get gpa 3++

congraturation to u all

n to the ppl who fail or have to resit thier paper

dont be sad u try all ur best n me too :)

it really hard for me to get all B

but i get it

maybe im not statify on my result Xp

should i be happy or sad?

happy for i get all B?

happy tat i still cn get my loan?

sad for i dono wat to do next?

sad for i didnt get 3++ gpa?

sometime i jz feel like nobody

nobody noe wat i feel = =

mayb im not a talkative person

n hard to express wat i feeling

haha alot of maybe....

started to miss everyone in KL

all my frien

family

bb

regret y i make this dicision

regret i cnt spend more time to my family

regret i cnt acc bb when bb need me

life is full of regret when u started to make dicision

izzit true ?

ya maybe~

又有谁能给谁一个不变的承诺

又有谁能给谁一个不变的承诺 ?

Love my baby so much muackkkk :)

i wish our relationship can n will last forever

eventhough im not a gud GF

present (:

those are the present tat bb brought for me

thank q so much i love it so much~

u guess wat he brought for me

ang pao tat bb mum n po po gave me (:

thank q so much

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tang tang tang tang ~

tat is wat my bb brought for me (:

perfume~

my 1st perfume haha(:

thank q so much (:

i love it

n thank for the wish from my frien (:

had a sweet 18th i ever had

happy birthday to me

half more hour

im 18th years old

im getting older n older

happy birthday to me (:

kinda sad no frien celebrete with me

exp bb ):

but is okie la used to it

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ok happy birthday

i wish tat all my wish come true

1.i wan a car

2. i wish to study at KL

3. stay with b ever after

mayb tat is all i wan or somemore else emmmmmmm.....

life is hatic n full of suprise

i jz wish to stay beside someone tat i love

like family n bb
tat is all i have~

life is short i dono wat will happen to my dad n mum

in every moment

i jz wish tat in every moment n second i can be with them

tat is all i hope

i noe is hard for me to get a change 2 study in college

mayb i will regret it

but i dont wan regret it after them leave

love u all so much~

tq for gtive a life for me

no u no me
no me no bb (:

*heart*

resident evil afterlife

damn chun la this movie but i kena scare alot of time = =

* sry lo dont like horror movie*

luckly didnt brought 3d ticket if not i cry ady~

n have alot of funny time with bb~

love u bb n some things happened~

dont be sad ya hahahahahaha (:

im not a gud gurl frienz haha

ok ok rate for this movie is

8/10

ok i brought nw stuff again

= =

new lens which cost me 50 bux

concealer n lips gloss which cost me

rm 8 haha yeah 8

2days have 2 go 4 cousin wedding sun too

bored

but happy la can see all m cousin in the sametime

i like party so so so much

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ya tat is all 4 2days~

chao~

chicken trying new formula to change his skin XP

Chicken: Afther puting one day i will become more darker~

so grill me for 20-30 min depand on the size of me ~

tat is all bout me~

Caro: Afterall i dono wat will happen

u have to try yourself ya (:

n i'm not sure izzit nice or not coz i didnt try this be4 n

u shud use paparika not black pepper

thank to my mum who finished my paparika in dono how many week

so i have to use black pepper~

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wish u enjoy ur days~

chao~